Past Thought (Valid still)

Am I post modern? What does that mean? I know that I hate the corperate baby boomer church. I know that they have taken all that is orthodox and liturgical and sucked it out of the service leaving a lifeless feeling less box that the avg unthinking evangalical can shove God in. Does this mean I should abandon it completely or should I work for change from within? Should I run and hide from these thoughts? Is it better to sit and mindlessly accept everything the religious establishment feeds me? I dont think I should. God gave me free will and a brain to use. I am gonna choose to use them and to use them in the margins of the church and society where mainstream religion seems to avoid.